Excerpt that will not be for much longer

Mitch held me against his chest as he carried me up the stairs. His arms felt so good and that made me feel terrible and so guilty. Once we got into the suite, he set me down on the bed. A second later he had left, and I felt sort of lonely. Part of me had hoped that he would stay with me. I cursed myself for feeling that way. That’s what got me in this mess in the first place. And this was what it had come to, I was on my own. I had managed to lose both of my best friends at the same time. Now I was all alone. I looked out the window, the whole city was all lit up and there were so many people. People who hadn’t ruined their lives, people who had people to be with them