I just read your post. I'm PMg you because I think posting this on the thread would be inappropirate. The is a very sensitive subject and I don't want to put it all out there for everyone to read.
I'm a very layed back person and hope you take this as constructive...in a very possitive way. As far as your friend not reading your email, maybe you should send them with a return receipt. That way you will now if she actually read them.
Uh huh, uh huh, uh huh, well fine! Not like it's even worth the time, but still you know you wanted more. Sorry it won't change, been there before.
From your posts on JSO I get the impression that you are only there for attention and maybe for acceptance. You don't seem to blend in with the others but rather...how do I say this? You post a lot of comments and videos and instead of sitting back and waiting for replies, you ask for them. You are looking for people to ask them into your heart but it's not working. You seem to be on the boards to voice your stuff but don't really seem to care about others. I'm so sorry to say this but with your comment about not having any friends leads me to believe that you have some very serious social problems.
The thing that sucks okay for me. A thousand bucks, I'm like SCOTT FREE, and I mean please that's all I need. Get real okay? By now you know the score.
You say that you don't care about your appearance. That is an obvious clue that you don't care about yourself (or maybe don't have enough confidence in yourself). If you cared anything about yourself you would try to al least have an interest on how you look. I don't mean wearing a lot of makeup, trendy clothes...but rather a self gratification. People see these things and back off because they see someone who doesn't care about themselves and if that's the case they know you won't care about them.
You wanna laugh, it's too absurd. You start to ask, can't hear a word. Your gonna crash and BURN! Right tell me more....
I obviously don't know you you but can guess that your family communications are not the most desirable. Something there tells me that you need to talk to a school counsler. I know that sounds pretty scary, but that's what they're there for.
If you really want to fit in...now's the time to do it. Talk to a counselor now. He/she will keep it confidential. You must not worry about seeming weak. They deal with this kind of stuff all the time and are trained on how to help you. It will make it so much better for the rest of your life.
Okay so now we do the play, act like we so care? No Way! You'll right my folks, well okay. Babe that's how it goes...
Again, I'm sorry if I offend you in any way. But I truly think you could change your life to a very positive and rewarding experience if you would seek some advise.
I wish you the best. it is a very difficult thing to deal with. But if you really want to make and keep friends, please seriously think about what I've suggessted here.
They'll freak or won't, you tow the line. You tell your soul "just kill some time" Will it quit? It will until they don't. They're not my home, not anymore. Not like they so were before, still I'll split and they'll like...well who knows?
As far as Jim goes, my niece is 26 years old and thinks my interst in him is very wiered because of my age.. I don't have any obsession to seek him out. I just love his talent and look forward to watching his acting carreer develop. With people at work, I come across as joking about Jim. They all know I love him but I can make jokes about is to they think it's all in fun.
I've learned not to talk about him very often and tend to make conversation with others leads.
Uh huh, uh huh, uh huh, well fine. Not like it's even worth the time. But still you know, you wanted more. Okay so nothing's changed? Heard that before. You wanna laugh, it's too absurd. You start to ask can't hear a word. You gonna crash and burn. Right tell me more! You start to cave, you start to cry, you try to run, no where to hide. You wanna crumble up and close that door.
But seriously, Girrl, please look into talking to a professional. You need to learn better communication skills.
Lots of Love,
XXXXXXXX (Name with held--Aren't I nice?)
Just fuck it write enough, that's it! You'll still go on, well for a bit! Another day of utter shit! And then there were none, And then there were none, And then there were none, AND THEN THERE WERE NONE!!!!!!
So I got this message sometime in September from this lady on the fansite JimSturgess.org and she decides that she can talk to me and thinks she has the authority to talk like that? Who ever said that my
Family communications are not the most desirable?????? She had no right to say that, my family is great and if I felt the need to talk to them...I WOULD! I don't care what they think about me, because they don't know anything! They don't know anything about my friends, my family, my school, my life, or me! All they know is this hot celebrity is not my only enjoyment in the world! It's not fair for people to just say those kinds of things: Everything that I want to say to those miserable people, I keep to myself. And it really is wrong that nobody bothers listening or thinking before they say shit about me...
She's lucky all I did was make a Spring Awakening reference rant a little. It could have been much much worse.
All You Need is Love (HAAAA!)
XOXO
ATUgirl
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